#JUMPSTART: Jesus U’re My Perfect Start
Here ‘ye! Here ‘ye! We just had a successful fun-filled Campus Fresh last July 19, 2014. Ain’t no heavy storm nor butt loads of school work can stop us from praising! :)))))
July 19, 2014
I would say I had a good start. My head wasn’t aching anymore (yey no more expensive meds!!) I got to join our make-up class! I’ve got 99 problems and my headache ain’t one hahaha. After our make- up class, we (YFC Service Team) had our confession in Loyola House. After that, I did a little office duty then proceeded to the event, Campus Fresh! Had so much fun can’t even remember the last time I had actual fun and yes, I’m blaming Finance classes -_-“
More photos soon (kung naay plano mag upload si Ate Jen). Looking forward for our Youth Camp this Thursday to Saturday!
Crazy couple, I don’t care. He still gave me premature ventricular contraction. 5 more days till 2nd anniversary :)))))
This aching sleepless night
July 17, 2014
I arrived home around 9:40pm, thanks to Paolo for sending me home (wee taxi rides!), with a severe headache. I told papa about it and he told me to just go to sleep directly. I used to study and recall all the lessons before I go to sleep but then the pain is too much for me to handle so I forced myself to sleep.
July 18, 2014
I woke up at 1:00am crying due to the pain. It was like my headache had pulse. And every pulse, the intensity grew stronger, aching a lot. The pain was so new to me I can’t stop crying. At 3:00am I arrived at MRXUH, and was directly sent to the ER. They don’t know what happened to me, or I guess they just won’t tell me, they just instructed me that I need to have a CT Scan. Can’t have it till office hours, 8:00am, so they gave me medicines to ease the pain.
We went home at 5:00am because I don’t want to be admitted (haha too expensive). Papa bought me breakfast and went to sleep (finally). I woke up at 11:00am and went to school (YOLO). I won’t have my CT Scan today because papa isn’t available yet. So I’ll just have to wait and be dependent to the medicines I’m taking now.
I still don’t know what happened. Stress? Maybe. My eyes? Maybe :( Lawas ra jud ang puhunan.
Why do I have to be the jealous one? Why do I keep hurting myself? Why do I have to feel this way? I just can’t understand why I’m still having this crazy jealousy whenever I see them together. I just hate it, no, I despise it. I freaking want to strangle everybody telling me that ‘Friends raman na sila’. Well, can you tell that to my heart? Can you give orders to it that it’ll obey? No? Then shut the hell up.
I then go bitter-mode. Wherein none of his ‘lambing-lambing’ tricks ever work on me. There is no better remedy of bitterness than being bitter more.
I really hate that girl. Every time we cross paths I love to stare at her to make her uneasy. Ha ha bitch mode.
Oh well, life continues…
Major Course, Major Problem
I branded my self as a book lover. Yes, I can read books for a living. Everything fiction to feed my imagination. I don’t care how the reality is so opposite to the world I’m loving. But then, I kind of wonder why every time I say ‘I love big books and I cannot lie’… it does not apply to the books I need to read most, business books. Why? This is the phase where in everything is so crucial and I’m living struggling to breathe even though I’m above water. I have a quiz on my Bank Management this evening but I haven’t even finished reading one chapter! Why?! I’m so exhausted telling myself to read and study, reason why I’m releasing stress to contain my self from break down. Good riddance, help me Lord please.
Happiest puppies in the world
I clutched my heart and gasped audibly upon seeing these happy pups. Hand me a fan, these little friends gave me the vapors!
Two decades on Earth
Time flies so fast, it’s your birthday again. you’re now twenty but you haven’t aged a bit.
I wanted to tell you, or should I say constantly remind you, how blessed I am that you were born and made your way into my crazy life.
You are the sweetest and the kindest, you are a gentleman everyone adores. You are a loving son, a protective brother, and a best friend. You are intelligent and talented, and I admire your never-failing patience. But it was your light-hearted personality which I fell, and continue to fall, in love with.
You are mostly responsible in shaping me into the person I am today. Constantly motivating, consistently caring, and unconditionally loving. I wonder what would have happened to me now without you since you’re the person I run to, sometimes literally, when I come across life’s obstacles and hardships. You know my past and my family, and I know how stressful it is to hear my life stories but still you endured it to show that you’re there for me.
Thank you for it all. For your reassurance when I doubt myself. For guiding me to the right path. For your love even during the darkest times. For all your actions and words that have brought me so much happiness. And for everything we have yet to share together.
Always remember that you are blessed. Blessed with great friends, and a great family. Happy 20th, my love.
PS: God bless you in your studies, I know you can make it. I have faith in you. Just focus and don’t forget to pray! I will always be your number one fan! Iloveyousomuch!
Ending summer with them
(If I were the usual, I would say, After a million years, I have managed to have my blog updated. But saying a million years is a bit exaggerated, so I came up with…)
Alas! After a long period of precious time, I have come up with an outdated topic just to update my blog… what a useless paradox. Updating blog with a rather outdated topic that wasn’t yet posted so I guess it’s still an update, right?
Money can’t buy happiness, but you sure need it at some point to be happy. But the amount of happiness cannot be achieved by the same amount of money, because real happiness comes from within.
I missed moments like this. Moment when we forget our present by discussing the past, our past. The high school moments, the inside jokes only we can understand, even the humiliating ones became the memorable memories.
Oh look, the high school lovers. I’m pretty sure they’ll end up together, I have my fingers crossed for the both of them.
Yeah, I know what you’re thinking. “What is he doing in your HS Outing? He’s not your classmate.” I invited him to join because of our bucket list, hit the beach together! Also, I asked the consent of my classmate Gay, who was the one who organized the event, plus it wasn’t awkward to have him because he’s our classmate’s brother.
Without Paolo, we won’t have a groupie! So it really was an advantage to bring someone else. Teehee, thanks boyfie! Oh yeah, we had our outing in Marvilla Beach, Opol last May 30 of 2014.
After our so called sand in our feet and salt in the air moments, a few of us stayed overnight in Hazel’s residence and just watched Korean dramas.
Well, that pretty summed up my summer-end celebration. We may not be complete but we were enough to keep the laughter and memories going. Till next time, Ryl.