A little update about my anti-social life.
Books I’ve read, to read and/or to buy:
Anna and the French Kiss by S. Perkins Lola and the Boy Next Door by S. Perkins
- Isla and the Happily Ever After by S. Perkins
- The Fault in our Stars by J. Green
Just on Year by G. Forman
- Where She Went by G. Forman
- The Divergent Series by V. Roth
- To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before by J. Han
Movies/Series I’ve watched, to watch, and re-watch:
Sherlock Avatar: The Last Airbender Avatar: The Legend of Korra
- All Zac Efron’s movies excluding HSM
- BATMAN! na na na na na na na
I’m planning to color my hair today! Hopefully it won’t turn out to be an ultimate failure, I don’t want regret to sink in. And I haven’t told Paolo about this hair make-over thing, since he’s in Manila, because I want to surprise him when we’ll meet this Saturday! :D *fingers crossed I really hope he won’t get mad or mahay huhuhu*
Two days to go before CFC’s Regional Youth Conference! Yey! Though I’m not really sure if I’ll really get to enjoy the event since I only knew few of the people joining. I wish Paolo could make it on Saturday :(
- Reading: The Fault In Our Stars by J. Green
- Listening: My Everything (album) by Ariana Grande
- Doing: Office Duty a.k.a. guarding the office because teachers’ are having the time of their life submitting the grades
- Drinking: coffee from school’s vending machine (how poor)
- Waiting: for my friends’ text messages so I can skedaddle out of this boring office.
- Thinking: about Paolo and wondering how he’s doing in their Plan Tour.
"It’s all about falling in love with yourself and sharing that love with someone who appreciates you, rather than looking for love to compensate for a self love deficit" -Eartha Kitt
God doesn’t want you to live worried and anxious about anything. He knows that worry is counterproductive. It steals your peace and joy and affects every area of your life—your sleep, your health, your peace. Worry steals precious moments of time that you can never get back.
Decide today to put an end to worry in your life. Don’t feed worry by focusing on bad news all the time. Sure, we should be informed, but we should be more informed of the truth of the Word of God. Feed your faith by meditating on His Word and fill your heart and mind with God’s promises. Declare every day, “My God shall supply all of my needs. He makes a way out of no way. He is the Restorer and Redeemer.”
As you focus on God’s Word, you’ll drive out worry and fill your heart with faith and expectancy. You’ll experience His peace and joy and move forward into the blessings God has in store for you!
Done with Lola and the Boy Next Door. The Fault In Our Stars napud, then Just One Year. Haaaaay, this is love.
That was so stupid of me.
All those long text messages I got from him last October 15th, and then at 11:11pm ooooh, I knew the risk we’re going to take. I shouldn’t have opened the possibility. That was the stupidest idea of all the stupid ideas I have ever had in my entire stupid life. I’m not even sure what I’d say to him when I’ll see him. I hate that I’ve already come this far. I need help.
He never open doors for me. He never holds my hand nor kiss me in the cheek in public. He gets mad when I read during vacant times. He never offers to bring my bag. He never ask me how I’ve been doing every time we meet. He never talks about me with his friends, and if he does, it’s all about our fights and my bad side. He’s starting not to care how I feel nor ask the reason behind my frown. He doesn’t make me feel special anymore. Just ordinary. And here I am… not complaining… like I used to.